So I MAY be old...the jury is out!
However....I refuse to cave to my chronological demons!
I MAY be feeling a little beleaguered...but I refuse to let that keep me from taking one more step...or at least giving it my best shot!
My training sessions this week have been tough...lots of serious huffing and puffing! Like a freakin' freight train. Even shed a few tears (nobody saw that)...but it happened!
I must admit that I STILL am baffled by how difficult this Journey can be...right in the middle of the miracle that it is!
So...as most may know by now...I at times, write things here that I WANT to be true...putting thoughts out there that I want to see manifestations of in my daily life. Dreams...into...truths.
I MAY not always be a positive human...I MAY be a bit of a Doubting Thomas at times...however, I am making a daily effort to practice positivity.
Retraining my brain is as big of a challenge as refining my body...Growing my faith is key...not just saying...but believing...
I am working hard to create a healthier me...a better life...a bigger heart...
I have learned along the way...that when I feel stuck or don't visually see the results of my work...THAT continues to be where I find my inner Negative Nelly...lurking around in the middle of my miracle!
So...this week...a week where I am feeling stuck and sluggish, I am outwardly practicing positivity...battling Nelly by pushing past her...praying through her...taking her on with all the things I have learned I can do despite her presence...using the love, the wisdom, the grace that I receive from others...calling on the strength I know I have and the courage God gives me to overcome.
Negative Nelly doesn't stand a chance!