I cannot tell a lie...OK...maybe I can...but I am choosing not to tell a lie...
This has been one pain in the butt kind day...chaotic...out of sorts...overwhelming...you get the picture.
These days force me to really THINK about who I am and how I react under pressure. Days like today confront my issues with control and highlight how crazy I can be when I step out of faith and into self-reliance...not the good kind!
Today was the perfect day to practice letting go and letting God...instead of hanging on and going mad!
As I lay my head on my pillow tonight...I thumb through this great book of quotes given to me as a gift and stumble across the below.
I read it a couple of times through...I am not sure I believe this...BUT I so hope it is true!! If the presence of inner chaos gives birth to dancing stars...then I should be delivering a virtual Milky Way of Fred Astaires any minute now!
This would be GREAT news for me...I have always loved to dance and have always wanted to be a star! If that just takes some chaos...I should be GOLDEN!
However tonight...I pretty much just have the chaos part going on...But you never know...tomorrow could be All about the dance!
Goodnight!
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